Life, Stress, Panic, Depression...

[BrokenButBeautiful]

Basic breakdown of my life in the past couple months...

I've had lots of mood swings since August, some where I just broke down crying for no reason. I've felt worthless, invisible, pointless, disgusting, and tons of other horrible things... And the worst part is that one minute I'm fine, then one little thing will happen and I'm breaking down.

I've gotten it slightly more under control recently, but I still have issues. Yesterday, I was breaking down crying in the middle of the day and could barely stop.

Also, I have a lead role in a play at school, an English teacher I can't stand, and I'm pretty much failing English. So, I've been stressing about almost failing and learning my lines, and also trying to live up to commitments I've made to friends and family and sometimes I start stressing so bad, it sends me into a near panic attack. This has happened a few times in the past couple weeks.

I just need prayer. I try to push through with prayer whenever my emotions are crazy or I'm stressing, but sometimes I just can't...And I could use anyone who wants to to be praying for me.


BBB

[InHisArms]

Aww, I'm sorry. I know how you feel...today I cried so hard my eyes have hurt badly all day and my sister thought I was wearing makeup. =P
I like to listen to music when I feel bad, especially happy music, I find listening to depressing music when you're depressed only makes you more depressed. Sounds obvious but I just got it recently, lol.

Praying!

[Chandler]

Praying for you, BBB.

[Sapphire]

I am praying for you.

[American Eagle]

Alright, BBB, I'll be praying for you, and will add your name to the list of people to pray for in my room. Try to remember to trust in God during this hard time, even though that sounds cliché - it's very important. May God bless you, sister in Christ!

[Termite]

Aw, Rosalie, you should've popped up sometime! You know I'll be praying.

[Shennifer]

I'm definitely praying for you, too. I can really relate to what you're saying

[overcomer91]

I willl be praying. I totally understand waht you are going through.

[The Kings Daughter]

I am praying for you, BBB!

[Fang-wa]

I will be praying. God will see you through. He saw His people through since the creation of the earth as detailed in the Bible. He will see you through this. You are His. I'll be praying.

[Smaug the Dragon]

I'm going to pray for BBB, also give you a piece of advice. I remember what brought me through any stress and depression I was feeling. Simply learning Bible verses. Being able to quote a Bible verse is what I found to be the most effective way of dealing with it, especially if I felt too overwhelmed to talk to God, or my friends. I really love Psalms 139 and Romans 8, and I'd recommend learning as much of these passages off by heart as you can. Just let you know what helped me.

[Fang-wa]

Oh, and I know how much you like music so I thought I'd post this vid in case it would happen to help.